Wow... Haven't said that for years. Reminds me of my N-Sider days.... Good ol' LinkRed. I was always pissing people off with my childhood ignorance...


Really all this journal was made for is to say that my Computer lets me log in now. I think I had a shiiiiiiiii--- I mean crap load of viruses. So I system restored back to August and now it works much better.

Anyone else feel weird as Christmas approaches? I feel so relaxed. I remember sitting in my room all day texting my friends last year during break. It made me feel really good. But then I remembered I can't talk to some of those friends this year. >__>


I'm really looking forward to sleeping in during christmas. x_x I've been tiiiired lately. But we all know why.

The Tragedy of Romeo and Juliet is a very strange story. I didn't really like it all that much. It was interesting, but it had so much depth if you thought about it. Which, my English teacher made us.

I like complaining. c: *shot*

Thanksgiving was awesome. I fixed my Homebrew channel on my Wii. I broke it when I played The Beatles Rockband. Because even when I used some shortcuts to skip over wii firmware downloads, I still couldn't play the game without updating. So that ruined my Wii's cheating stuff.
And the food was good, too. My brother-in-law's parents are great cooks.

I'm all confused. My familys doing a secret santa type thing and I have to get a gift for my sister-in-laws brother whom I barely know. I don't have a clue what to get him, or the money for that matter. xD Anyone else ever have to do this?

OH MAN I GOT MORE BEATLES MUSIC *does a little jig* But, meh. it's not all that amazing, what I've heard so far.
Which reminds me, you guys need to listen to the band "The Oneups". They're a jazz band, but they are a video game cover-band. I love'em.

I'm sorry I'm never on, guys. I've just not really had chances to get on.
And with that said, my sisters house loan is about to go through. So, most likely, she'll be moving out in a month or so. And that means no internet....

On this note, I'm off.

P.S. I need some help. I want [link] That on my deviant art page, like a webcam but different. Anyone know how I'd do that? Dx

I'm sorry I haven't been here.
I've had no true want to come here. It reminds me of things I don't need to think about.
And, trust me, I would come on about once a week if I could. But sadly I can't. My computer is broken. Dx I try to log onto ANYTHING, even my email, and it just closes the page I was in.

It's kinda weird to say this, seeing as the word 'love', in my context, is the strongest emotion that can be had and cannot be used lightly. I love you guys. I'm sorry I can't be here. As I would say in real life. "I would if I could, but I can't so I shan't."

I bought Dragonball: Season One. Epic sauce. Couldn't stop watching.

I re-got the fully translated Mother 3 thing. But now I have it on my Wii. So I should beat it soon, despite starting BACK FROM THE BEGINNING! Dx I love that game, but guh. Playing from start to where I was will be a pain. Dx (Why did i have to get a new one? I deleted the original on accident. And then when I tried to re-patch it? All I had was a menu-patched one and I didn't want to get online.)

1,298 deviations, 243 messages and 3 notes. Wow.

I CAN HAZ NEW SHOES! After three and a half years, I got new ones. I got pics. I'll post them one of these days. Old ones are still more comfortable than my new ones. All I got new ones for was Weight Training. Sprinting in shoes with no traction was... wow.

Beatles music is still epic. Play The Beatles: Rockband now. I rented it and borrowed guitars and played it non-stop. Even after I beat it and got the best scores I'll ever get on each song. (I suck at those sorts of games. My hand doesn't stretch over that many buttons. But I was learning to slide my hand pretty good. If I owned it, I bet I'd have hard down and be moving onto Expert.)

Thanksgiving was good. I dunno. Kinda depressing somehow. I felt alone. Despite the fact I had Sarah, her boyfriend, her brother and a a bit of her family here, laughing and telling jokes, I felt alone. Therefore *dies up a mountain* But it ws still great.

Okay, riddle me this. I'm getting healthier. I'm leaner, I look more masculine. (Yaey spelling errors) But...
1.) My knees are getting worse
B.) My mile times are going DOWN! (As in lets say I got 8:00 last week, I'd get 8:20 this week or something like that)
and 3.) I keep getting cut, small little ones. And I won't touch them. But they take a few months to heal and leave large scars no matter how small they are.
4.) Yeah, there was a joke in the numbering, figure it out.
What the heck? I understand the scar thing. I'm tired so my body doesn't really work that well. But why am I getting weaker?

I drew Toad (Super Mario Bros.) and a Goomba. They look pretty good. Even better than the Luma on my front page. But I haven't scanned them and my computer doesn't work. So blah. I've also drawn like 50 spider-webs. I love drawing spider-webs! I think I have an obsession with them.

As you can tell from this journal, words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup.
Hurr. Across The Universe. (Beatles song. You must hear, yes?) Just had to say that.


Ur brain r like this |(less stuff)| and my brain r like this |(lotsa stuff)|

Um... I don't have much else to say, really... Hope you all had a good Thanksgiving. And If I'm not back by Christmas, have a good one of them too.

Also, check this out.



Bye bye!

You guys are gonna hate me for this. The memes, that is.

21 AMAZICAL FRUIT QUESTIONS. STOLEN FROM

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?:

When I'm telling them.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?:

Well, see. When I get REALLY angry. It's kinda of a "The Hulk" thing. I lose control of myself and then forget what I did. But my mind sends me postcards of the major things that happened (I mean. I remember a few pictures). All I know is that I can hold back from hurting the ones I love when I go into that mode...

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago nonstop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?:

I'd call my sister and tell her to get on my Deviantart account and tell the people I love that I love them.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?:

I'd tell my family then leave. Really the only person I can reach would be Pix. So I'd go to her. That is, if she'd let me.

Hellz yeah I'd be afraid. Another of the very few reasons I wouldn't want to be Spider-Man. I could die. Death scares me.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust:

That's a hard decision. Love is really important in my book, but what's the point of love without trust? So, trust...

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dog’s life?:

This is going to sound selfish. But I'd go to work. Maybe if I was single, but if I had a wife. She comes first. Even before me.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?:

I'd let if bottle up inside me until I told them and I'd be like freeeeaaaaking out. Crying and such.

8. Your friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?:

If I was single and I liked them enough as a friend, I'd totally be like "Ch-yeah, lets bang." *shot*

I never really get attached to my friends. They're just people I hang out with. .__.;


9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?:

Nooooooooo... I hate myself.

10. Does love = sex?:

-798357349857395275389%. Sex has nothing to do with love.

Now, I'm gonna tell you a story of why.

One of my gf's wanted to get rid of me without telling me they didn't want to be with me. So she told me a bunch of things to try to get me to hate them. And one of them was she wanted to stay a virgin all her life. I loved her enough to not care about that at all.

So, yeah.

11. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?:

I do my very, very best not to lie to people when I tell them how I feel..

If I do, it's just I 'leave stuff out' and not lie about them. .___.

And. I don't remember the last time I had to do that kinda thing.

12. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?:

That I don't love them.

13. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?:

Anything, really. I'm really scared of losing stuff because I already don't have much.

14. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?:

Probably some family member about a year ago. I don't give out "I love you"s unless I reeeeaaaallly mean it.

15. Imagine: it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?:

No one. If it were someone dangerous, I'd rather they only hurt me.

16. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?:

Duh. They're a person too, aren't they?

17. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?:

My grandmother. The baby could live his/her life whereas my Grandmother has escaped death a bunch of times.

18. Are you old fashioned?:

In some senses, I suppose. Couldn't tell you how, but I am.

19. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?:

I do it AT LEAST once every day.

20. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?:

Never to be loved at all. I already know how a broken heart feels.

21. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?:

To be able to please everyone.





Ten things about me
Was tagged by like three months ago. FINALLY GETTING THIS AWAY. xD

1.) I weigh 161.4 pounds. Or at least I did about two weeks ago. If anything else, less.
2.) Majora's Mask is my favorite Zelda game
3.) My show size is 10.5 in mens.
4.) I've said three things about myself so far. *shot*
5.) I can only sing one song well. Hey There Delilah. And even then, I still suck.
6.) If they had any more Spider-Man movies and Tobey was still young enough to play the part of Peter Parker. I'd be sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooo pissed if they didn't at least try to get him.
7.) My mom was going to name me Benjamin. Lol. Benjamin Brown. Sounds funny.
8.) My dog's a crackhead. He's hiding under the computer desk because the vaccum is on at the other end of the house. xDD
9.)I'm one of the higher scoring people in the Mario Kart Wii online records despite the fact I never play that game or really try when I do play. (I was like 12th in regional until people were asses and started cheating.)
10.) For being a video game addict, I know barely anything about technology.
(to make up for #4) 11.) I have an uncle named Dan Brown. Sadly, he isn't the writer. xD



So you guys should do this, even though you'll only check two things. (the two "I'm reposting this in mine" ones. xD)

WOULD YOU

[_] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?
[_] Fight me?
[_] F*ck me?
[_] Kiss me?
[_] Let me kiss you?
[_] Watch a movie with me?
[_] Go out to dinner with me?
[_] Let me drive you somewhere?
[_] Take a shower with me?
[_] Drink with me?
[_] Take me home for the night?
[_] Let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Hold my hand?
[_] Let me make you breakfast?
[_] Help me with homework?
[_] Tickle me?
[_] Let me tickle you?
[_] Instant message me?
[_] Greet me in public?
[_] Hang out with me?
[_] Bring me around your friends?
[_] Be down with me no matter what?
[_] Go to prom with me?


DO YOU...

[_] Think I'm cute?
[_] Think I'm serious?
[_] Think I'm a good person
[_] Think I'm conceited?
[_] Want to kiss me?
[_] Want to cuddle with me?
[_] Want to hook up with me?
[_] Want to "do" me?
[_] Think I would do you?
[_] Love me?


AM I ...

[_] Smart?
[_] Cute?
[_] Funny?
[_] Sexy?
[_] Cool?
[_] Romantic?
[_] A "freak"?
[_] Gangsta?
[_] Lovable?
[_] Adorable?
[_] Trustworthy
[_] Compassionate?
[_] Great to be with?
[_] Attractive?
[_] Mean?
[_] Well known?


HAVE Y0U EVER ...

[_] Thought about hooking up with me?
[_] Found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] Wished I were there?
[_] Had a crush on me?
[_] Wanted my number?
[_] Had a dream about me?
[_] Been distracted by me?
[_] Looked at my page more than ten times?


ARE YOU ...

[_] Happy you know me?
[_] Horny?
[_] Thinking about me?
[_] Wanting to call me to talk about these things?
[_] Going to repost this?


And that's really all I have to say.
Other than I'm a freaking nerd. >_> I just looked at a box of wheat thins and I was like "OOH! WHEAT THINS!" Then I grabbed the box and did a gay little dance and then I stopped myself and just kinda was like... "Yeeeaaaah. You're an idiot, Zach."

OH, OH. And I made a band on my friends Rock Band Unplugged game. I named the Band "Pixel Heroin". I thought it was epic. My friend was all sad because he can't top the amazingness that is that name.

(YESH FIXED THE TEXT, NOW YOU CAN READ IT!... Now to make it more readable.)


Random Beatles song title because I've had an urge to listen to that song but I never can because I ran out of space on my phone before I got this song on there. D<

School is weird. I love it.

I'll go over this again.

First period is with Mr. Hunt. I'm in Advanced English with him. His name is Mike Hunt. Now say that real fast. You should hear something that's quite dirty. I don't like his class very much. I don't really like the writing aspects of our language. All these nouns and pronouns and every other kind of noun (I think only two others) piss me off. Why do we have to learn that stuff when we're just writing down the f'ing words? And sometimes pronouns are really something else because of the context they're used in. It makes me angry. (I never learned what a pronoun was, so even though it should have been review for everyone else I was very confused)

Second period. Weight Training. Who cares who teaches it, there's two teachers. I never go to my own when I ask questions. xD So we start out the day with either pull ups or 'ab-bags'. For the ab bags you put your arms in these things to support yourself and you lift your knees to your elbows and that helps strengthen your abs. I bet I could beat 's bf even easier in an arm wrestle now from all the crazy crap we have to do. >D Like run a lap around the huge track holding a 25 pound weight then do a bunch of exercises with it, then run a lap and a half without it then do more crazy crap, then the same exercises without it. Then ANOTHER lap around. Bo breaks. But we could walk. I did twice for a few seconds...

Third Period. God. Damn. Worst class ever. I shit you not. All we do is read books and get quizzed. I hate it. Just because the teacher is such a meanie. D<

Then Lunch. Normally I wouldn't say anything about this, but something awesome happened. My friend and I sit next to a door and someone dropped a soft taco. So everytime someone went by I'd say "Want a taco?" Sometimes I'd spice it up "Hello gentlemen, could I fancy you a taco?" Or when the guy with Mcdonalds came by "Want a taco? *he walks into the building and before the doors close...* IT'S BETTER THAN MCDONALDS!!!" Eventually someone was like "This taco? *goes over to it* This taco right here? *picks it up* Yeah? Yeah? *throws it*" xDDDD

And fourth period is Algebra. I like that class. Mr. Nusbawm teaches it. It's math, but he makes it fun.

I'm getting tired of explaining. That's done.

Yaaaay I haz a girlfriend. I have a feeling she doesn't want me to tell anyone. So I'll let her announce it whenever she wants to.

Is it weird that I want to be Spider-Man? I've been thinking about it the last few days... And, I could be threatening a lot of people. People are crazy and (somewhat) Super-villans could be created if people hated me enough. I guess I could save people some trouble. But, really? What if something like in Spider-Man 2 happens and I have to take off my mask and someone finds out who I am and goes after my family? It's a scary thought... Butbut I'd look hip in tights. *shot* What do you guys think? Would it be worth it to be a superhero when you put so many people in more danger?

Along with that, I've been thinking about my ideal carrer choice. Being an Attorney seems... hard... Just. Guh. Stressful. Lotsa money I don't have would be drilled into becoming one and... What if I don't fall on my feet and get in debt? Guuuh. I really shouldn't be looking this far into my life. xD I'm only 14 afterall.

I think I wanted to say more. But I forget. And... yeah.

So, to end my journal with some style... *webs up your screen and swings off* WHOOSH-K!